.current update.

Lol, i guess it's not too late to post another "current update" of myself. Hey, why do i feel like over-confident that there's someone want to read this?? hihi..
Well, it's my blog anyway.. so feel free to throw my own junk here ^^
Since end of feb'2013 until now, i was assigned in a project near our head office. i'm the key person for core at phase 1 and LMS at phase 3 .
For me, all is well.. everything worked out and can be finished without any major problems. I learn many new things not just from work area but also some lessons in life.

Other than that i had another problem with health.
Actually it also happened to me couple years ago but in a longer period (more than 6m).
Yep, i got bleeding again..
This time the blood came too much without prior notice (lol, sounds like something)
I almost couldn't leave house, all i did just run between bedroom & toilet to clean up the mess. Once when i arrived office (still in basement) i found out that blood came out insanely much. I couldn't stand up, my car seat was full with blood and therefore i went back home. Doctor said it's a hormonal problem. I should stay at home few days and doing medication.
Truly, it was horrible to see so many blood came out from me. Thank God it finally stopped.

And now... i feel hurts under my left stomach, not sure what it is.
could be my next period or my kidney problem (again)
i do hope it won't happen again.

.untitled.

Lately i've been feeling blue in life.
I've come to a situation where everything seems to be stuck at ones.
Yes, i was hoping that 2012 ended soon and wished 2013 come fast.
I also wished that the chinese zodiac changed quickly, lol.
Just one night before it changed, i found something weird.
Couldn't say weird as it stated very clearly and i read with my own eyes.
Catch my breath, hold my tears, put a smile on my face and dang! i've become ME again.

I know some of you who read this won't understand what i'm talking about.
Yeah.. i do this in purpose. let's say, i wanna keep it simple, just for myself.
For now i could never be your number one #sob

.Happy New Year 2013.

Happy New 2013 Everyone! ^^
Same as you, i hope this year will be much much better than 2012.
I won't talk bout the resolutions as it's just bunch of word comes out from my mouth without any realization lol!

I actualy have lots in mind but i've been told that i should focus in 1 thing first instead of trying to achieve many things - agree! - it's how we do it :p

2012 Cepatlah Berlalu..

Uiiiii.... postingan terakhir bulan Agustus hehe, uda lama juga yak :p
Akibat kesibukan me-manage resto (aka. Restaurant Story) plus butik tercinta (aka. Fashion Story) hehe.. padahal di kancah dunia persilatan lagi kurang eksis (aka. dunia kerjaaa)

Thinking bout my life on 2012, there were some reasons why i wish 2012 to end soon..
Some were sweet and mostly were bitter enough.
Well, let's see what i've been thru these whole year..

• After having bbq night as 2011 year end party with some close friends, i found myself got the kidney stones. First time in my life i should stay on hospital (besides giving birth).
• Having an office outing, on my way home i got news that Mom on hospital, she had a vertigo. Fortunately the event was in Bandung, not too far from Jakarta, so after i reach Jakarta i rushed to Siloam Hospital at Karawaci.
• During on hospital, i also had problem with my big toe. I had to remove the nail as it keep on stabbing my foot finger. I think it was the most painful thing i've ever had! i still remember how the doctor at Emergency room pulling out my toe nail, huaaa :'( and the recovery also painful. I swore to myself that it would be my first and last.
• First time went to Bali with family.. Well, it can't say it's the best holiday ever but i'm glad finally i can go there while i'm alive lol! yaa.. eventhough i had a lumbago after that, another health problem.
• Relationship matters.. i've never been such in emotionally mood until that time. it's sad to know that i have to lose some close friends juz becoz of one person who might jealous with our friendship. I've never get involve too much with her which i realize maybe that's becoz she's too mean. Sigh, i promise myself to stop thinking & talking bout this.. but frankly speaking, when i write this the hurt still linger. Forgiven doesn't mean forgotten.
• Got stucked and trapped in a lift? Yes! lol.. only 2 of us, me & hell. It was out of electricity and the lift was go down from 5th floor to basement. A bit scary huh?
• Another new experience and "first time" in my life thingy again.. haha.. Yes, i went to Singapore - 1st time went abroad! Many people won't believe if i said that i've never been abroad at all. Again, me & hell.. only both of us. Well, it's not easy to be there with the situation we had. I have to deal with another relationship matter which i hate most and this time with my very best friend. I miss her alot actually T.T
• Financial issues now.. lol! Need to change some sparepart on car's AC grrhhh.. it cost almost 3 million! and CASH! #sob
• Still with financial issues, now the shockbreaker has to change! the cost estimated 9 million and the tire also need to be change #double sob
• December: Another health issues.. my leg arrgghh.. i think i had the uric acid, but i still not sure. Already do the blood test this morning and the result will follow. *update.. yeah, the result was not good. not only on that area, but also in some area. i need to change my life habit now.

Overall.. why do i hope 2012 end soon? well.. base on my chinese zodiac, this year isn't good enough for me. What i feel the most is the health problem.. i guess it's time for me to think about health more seriously than ever. Yeaah.. i know which to start, i'm just too lazy to make it real.

.Welcoming August.

Yes, it's August 2012 now, 4 months to go before New Year 2013..
Agustus ini rasanya akan jadi bulan yang penuh acara,
dimulai dari one of my best friend's b'day, Rey's b'day,
peringatan tahun ke-7 Dad's, lebaran, and ended with my b'day.
Kalo udah banyak acara kayak gitu biasanya bulan ini ga bakal kerasa,
tau-tau udah September nanti ^^

Menjelang Lebaran, biasanya mall & supermarket penuh..
Orang-orang pada belanja untuk keperluan di hari raya mulai dari baju baru, sepatu baru, make up baru, dan bahkan bahan-bahan parcel untuk dikasih ke kerabat.
Beberapa jalur-pun mulai aku hindarin, seperti Mangga dua & Tanah Abang.
Jauh-jauh dari situ dulu deh sementara waktu, bukannya apa... macetnya itu looh O.O

Kalo dimana-mana uda macet parah gitu, paling bener emang Online Shopping ^^
bisa sambil tiduran, nonton tivi, males-malesan di rumah sampe jungkir balik-pun bisa asal sanggup wkwk..
Untuk Lebaran tahun ini, aku sengaja ga beli baju untuk babysitter & mbak dirumah.
Tahun ini agak beda dari sebelumnya, jadi aku kepikir untuk kasih mereka barang-barang yang bisa dimanfaatin juga untuk menunjang penampilannya di hari raya.
Mulai deh buka-buka katalog Oriflame online.. pilih-pilih item yang sesuai dengan kebutuhan mereka. Lipstick Power Shine warna cerah jadi my no.1 list, Hand Lotion juga termasuk on my list, biar mereka perawatan juga hihi.. tambah lagi di katalog Oriflame Agustus ini ada keluaran lotion terbaru, namanya Nature Secret Hand & Body Cream.
Oia, berhubung sus dirumah tumit kakinya pecah-pecah, sekalian aja aku kasih Feet Up for Cracked heel. Pic menyusul yaaah hehe..